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heya,

Sheesh I would be lower than low if I did that. I think the law should extend that whole "what's mine is yours" to email stuff. Gee willakers. You can most certainly read my messages etc anytime you like, unless you sense it's about a surprise for you or something. If ever a situation arrives, save this email, and you can present it in a court of law: I hereby give you permission and access to my facebook, email, social networking, etc.  :-) haha, per the undersigned,

If only my signature were actually that good. 

It was freezing today. Windy and lots of snow. Tomorrow looks promising with a high of 0 degrees, and 70 percent chance of precipitation. Brrrrrr.

It's kind of neat that we're both skiing, but I wish we could be doing it together. 

I really liked your email. :-) Also, I was actually kind of scared that you actually sent me a picture of yourself. I was thinking you didn't really seem like the type to do that, but maybe I was wrong. And then I thought, shoot I left my laptop upstairs, what if my dad opens it and looks at my email and he really did send one? hahah so I was pretty relieved when I saw the message :-). 

we might have to stop by and get a bottle of wine or some forties on the way back from the airport, so I can get in the right state and convince you to tell me what your mum said :) :)

I really really liked Country Throwdown, too. It's funny cause I don't remember a ton of our conversation, but I do remember laying on the sleeping bag, and you told me you had something to tell me, and said something like, "I did hook up with her last night," and I actually had no idea whether you meant Lindsey or Jill or how you defined hooking up, so I just responded that was fine, and I remember you asking wasn't I mad, and I said I wasn't, that I figured that camping was probably just a hook up anyhow, but really I was mad, I just wasn't going to admit it, haha (kind of like when you said your radiator broke). I'm glad it turned out you did want us to be more than a one time deal. :-)  I'm not telling you this story to make you feel bad or anything, I just wanted you to know that I was actually mad, and I did actually want it to be me, not her.

And then of course I told Jenna the wrong thing. But it made me so happy when she yelled at me and told me not to bullshit her, that you really liked me and we had a good thing going. 

It's funny, I felt so comfortable with you, coming up and sitting behind you, napping on the sleeping bag, little kisses, it just felt really right. Usually I'm more reserved, but still now, just like then, I just want to kiss you all the time. and sometimes now when we're in public and I'm just saying goodbye for like an hour or part of a day, I don't know what to do--kiss you or not-- but most of the time you can tell (I think) when I pause awkwardly, and I think it's so sweet, you'll lean in and give me a nice little smooch, or a hand squeeze and a great smile. 

I'm sorry you felt like a troublemaker before :-/ but I'm glad that was a really happy day for you, too. I was definitely pleasantly surprised. :-)

In the words of montgomery gentry, I love wakin with my head on your shoulder. It's my favorite pillow. 

ok bunches, I'll talk to you later, and I'll see you for real so soon.

licks and love,

aisle of ewe,

rachel

Press Charges

Hey girl,

I just watched home alone 2 on tv, I liked it a lot but now I'm getting this room cleaned up so ill be ready to go before work tomorrow morning :)

I think you might have fallen asleep again, either that or youre ignoring me.
I had mac and cheese with a cut up hamburger in it tonight, it was pretty good and it really filled me up

I was kinda bummed that the generator at Bensonwood got fixed so that I have to go back to work, but only one more day... and then a few more days after that and we will be back together....

Also I called my mom today because I checked her email and the place we ordered the skis had sent her something saying they were out of the 2010 version in the size i wanted and they asked if I wanted them to send me the 2011's... I responded and said as long as the price doesnt change yes, otherwise I would keep looking... but anyways she started talking about some kinda funny stuff that I'll tell you about some day if youre being really really nice and sweet.

I miss you a lot and I'm glad that I don't have to feel this way for much longer because it does get tiring

oh there you are you texted me

yeah you said :"Woa i need to quit sleepin."

I cant wait to pick you up at the airport on Saturday night, that will be really exciting :) and then I'll let you decide what to do after that because its your first night back and you might be tired... we could exchange presents, or we could wait, totally up to you... I'll be happy enough having you back

well you called me so that means ill stop writing this email...
love you sweetie pie

xoxo
 Chris

Cutie Pie

oh man youre gonna be so mad when you have to read another email from me... uh oh

anyways i just was thinking about this at work and wanted to ask you... i think you may have answered this for me once before but i forget...

you said you reread the note i left you the other night, so apparently you took it home with you... im just curious why you kept it? i think you may have just said because you thought it was funny or cute or something but just wondering, where did you hide it so that you would know where to find it...

also i just watched cash cab and some guy won 1850 without doing the double or nothing he was a trivia wizard, he get any wrong it was crazy he was answering so quickly too

ok bye bye  cutie pie
kiss kiss
chris

hey

hey
 im on my lunch break at work right now so this is gonna be kinda short, its funny that you wrote that in your message because when i opened it yesterday after work i was eating pretzels and cream cheese while i was reading it, what a coincidence..
thats sad about your dog, but at least shes still tickin', i thought your description of her as being a bullet was really funny for some reason, it made me smile

im not exactly sure where the cabin is in NY, probably near the adirondacks, ive never been there though so im not completely sure, and yeah hopefully the weather is nice on saturday so that we can go to RI to the beach, i told jeff to talk to people so hopefully he does and finds some people that want to go because if its just me and jeff i doubt that we'll go, that would look a little funny

and dont worry about the max thing, it iis a little upsetting but im not gonna get worried about it because i trust you, i just hope that it doesnt happen again when im not around, but i wont bring it up because that would be a mess, i just really hope it doesnt bother you because it seemed like it really did at the time :( i can understand that though... for alot of reasons, i wouldnt have been very happy if i saw that

and dont worry about the dishes my mom didnt care really,

well it sounds like youre having a lot of fun back at home so im happy for you, im jealous of you for not having to work anymore and for being out there because it seems like there are so many things for you to do

but i need to get going so ill talk to you soon

i miss you like the sun misses the moon

chris

Babygirl

Hey babygirl, welcome home :)

Im just sitting on the couch at my house watching tv and doing stuff on my computer right now, last I heard from you, you had ran through the airport in detroit and cut your toe/ankle on the escalator :(, youre gonna have so much fun out there though, its awesome that you're gonna be there for 3 weeks and its basically all vacation... im so jealous haha

i dont know if i really answered youre question about what i expected after we started dating, i guess what i was trying to say was i had a pretty good idea of what to expect after the times we had been together over the summer, but i have also been a little surprised... i keep saying youre such a sweetheart or youre so cute but thats such an understatement, i love spending time with you because no matter what you make me happy and we always seem to have a pretty decent time.. haha i could go on but that can be saved for later

anyways im excited because next time that were together, we get to be together for so long which will be nice, the day after were together (mondays haha) i always imagine how nice it would be if i could come home from work to you, unfortunately that hasnt been the case but im excited because it will kinda be like that at school... kinda haha

oh and i talked to jeff today and were gonna try to go to RI to the beach on saturday so hpefully the weather cooperates and some other people want to as well

i also talked to my mom today and she said that the dishes i left at home after me and you were there were disgusting when they got home from maine, so that was nice to come home to haha, im such an asshole.. she wasnt mad though, she said she wanted to leave them dirty and put them in my room but luckily she didnt because that would have been awful

also, jeff said that two weeks from now my friend sean(who goes to school in MT) is gonna be home for the week and were gonna go to his parents cabin in upstate NY and go dirtbiking which im excited about because they went last year but i couldnt go for some reason and said it was awesome

well im gonna go, im probably gonna go up to my bed and watch tv up there now... my life is so crazy haha

the house isnt the same without you here :( but im really happy that you decided to come here for your last two nights, its an honor and i hada  great time with you, hope you feel the same way

ok so i guess this is goodbye

yours truly,
chris xo


oh and i heard something funny today from my boss again, someone put on the work calendar today that he was gonna be out of work because he was gettting a vasectomy, which is something everyone can see, i think he knew who did it but i didnt, but it was pretty funny because he already has 2 kids and during lunch he was talking to some of the other guys and they were he was like thats what i should do, saying he doesnt want any more kids, and then he was like because right now im just 'spraying and praying'... haha i thought it was pretty funny and thought maybe you would thing so as well

Keene, NH

hey i just got to work but i wanted to tell you this before i forgot.

84 carpenter st.

keene, nh 03431

and im not sure yet about jeffs party, he never called me last night..

this morning was annoying apparently i forgot to set my alarm, but i woke later than iwanted to but on time for any regular day so i left with such a mess in the house haha

i dont know what song that is, im stumped... thats funny about jill

and i made somerice with chicken and broccoli and a cheeseburger

illt alk to you later

chris

Hey Babe

Hey babe

i just made dinner and am waiting for it to cool down before I eat.
I talked to casey a couple mins ago about tomorrow and I'm pretty excited to go up to maine for a few days, i'll take a some pictures so you can see more what its like up there and what we do.
im really excited to see you again next weekend, as soon as i finish work tomorrow i have a lot to look forward to
think about what you wanna do, and if you really dont care about driving up here from ny, just because its further than my house in hartland, if you dont wanna drive so far then i will go down there and meet you because i definitely want to see you before you go, because im gonna miss you when you leave for big sky country
BUT i am very happy that you decided you'd like to see me for your last night here for the summer, that makes me really happy
ive been watching shark week shows on discovery channel all day since work and it makes me wanna go to the beach really badly but without the sharks... id love to go with you sometime
and this is a reminder....
we still need to watch the incredibles and now i wanna watch 16 blocks with you, and do a puzzle
im gonna go though so i hope you have a good night, sounds like you have a bunch of company which is fun, ill talk to you tomorrow night before i get into nowhere country and cant communicate anymore, but ill make little trips out of camp to talk :)
i miss you and wish i could share my bed with you again tonight

yours truly
Chris